A SPINNING WEEK...

HAALLOOOOOooooooooo AGAIN!!! ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE MY LAST POSTING. BEEN BZ ACTUALLY. HERE I AM IN SINGAPORE AGAIN SINCE LAST SATURDAY 22ND OCT. YUP.. WILL BE HERE TILL 31ST OCT AS MY PARENTS ARE GOING FR THEIR HAJ ON MONDAY. ONCE THEIR ARE IN THE DEPARTURE AREA, I'LL BE DRIVING BACK TO KL. HUB'S COMING HERE TOMORROW.. YES!! LOL. ME MISSING HUBBY?? DEFINITELY I AM. WELL WHO DOESNT RITE??? LOL.


I'VE NOT BEEN GETTING ENUFF SLEEP & NOW, MY HEAD'S FEELING LIKE IT'S SPINNING N THE FEELING IS; TRY STANDING ON A SAMPAN OR A BOAT AT SEA N U WILL UNDERSTAND HOW IM FEELING RITE NOW. HAVE BEEN POPPING ALL KINDS OF PILLS BUT STILL IT WONT GO AWAY.. I GUESS A NICE DEEP SLEEP WILL BE THE REMEDY. CANT WAIT TO BE BACK ON MY OWN NICE COZY BED WITH QIS ON HER OWN COT. 


ANYWAY'S, TO CUT A LOOOOOOONG STORY SHORT, WHILE FLYING BACK TO SINGAPORE LAST SATURDAY, DANISH HAD BAD ASTHMA ATTACK. I HAD TO CONSOLE HIM WHILE WAITING FOR OUR ARRIVAL IN SINGAPORE. TRY IMAGINING AGAIN, TRAVELLING WITH 2 KIDS N 1 INFANT & 1 OF THE KID IS HAVING HIS ASTHMA. EVEN GIVING HIS INHALER PUFFS DOESN'T SOOTHE HIM.


UPON ARRIVAL IN SINGAPORE, HE WAS ALREADY GASPING FR ENUFF AIR. LUCKY DAT MY BRO N MOM WERE ALREADY THERE WAITING FOR US. AFTER CLEARING THE IMMIGRATION N COLLECTED OUR BAGGAGE, WE RUSHED STRAIGHT TO THE NEAREST CLINIC AT MY PARENTS HOME N GET HIM INTO NUEBALIZER. AFTER GETTING HIS, THEN ONLY HE CAN BREATHE MUCH BETTER. THANK GOD!! OR ELSE, I WILL HAVE TO SEND HIM STRAIGHT TO KK HOSPITAL.


HE IS ALL WELL NOW AFTER A FEW DAYS OF MEDICATIONS. DEN MY ELDEST GURL WAS DOWN WITH A RUNNY NOSE, NEXT IT SPREADS TO MY LIL QISTINA, DEN TO ME, N NOW TO MY BRO. HOPE IT DOESNT SPREAD TO MY PARENTS AS THEY WILL BE FLYING OFF SOON.


WENT OUT WITH MY SECONDARY SCHOOLMATES TO AYAM PENYET RIA AT BEDOK POINT N HAVE GREAT FUN THERE ON TUESDAY 25TH DEN OUT AGAIN YESTERDAY 27TH WITH MY PRIMARY SCHOOLMATE TO J'S WOK N GRILL. OVERALL IT WAS A GREAT WEEK IN SINGAPORE.


I'LL STOP FOR NOWM COS MY HEAD'S SPINNING AGAIN... CIAOOOO

A COLD TUESDAY

Last nite, I cudnt sleep well.. im not sure myself why lah... n furthermore i was kept awake every now n then by Qis... At abt 5.30am, i was 'shaken' by my hp alarm.. urghhhh!! it was really a drag to get myself up cos of my bloody migraine.. It's definitely come to visit each time i dun have enuff sleep. It suxs u know...


Cudnt bring myself to do all the housechores, i managed to settle my 2 kids to school, dust the furniture n sweep the floor. Once the kids were off to school, did my Subuh n went back to sleep - hoping dat the migraine will be gone. At abt 8am, dragged myself up (although still with a pounding head) to do the laundry. And now, Im done with everthing including cooking. I dun feel like eating rice today so its just a sardine dish. At least the kids n hub can eat that with rice while i took dat with prata. 


Qis was awake at abt 10am today. Got her settled (bath n feed). And hub is on aftnoon shift (1pm-10pm). Hub's off to work now, n Qis was cranky just now. Put her for her nap n she is upstairs in her cot now sleeping. Gonna get my head rest fr awhile b4 the other 2 comes back frm school.


Once they are back, gonna go get the dried laundry to fold. Den attend to my son for his revision time. Final exam's coming next wk b4 we head back to Singapore during the Deepavali holidays.


Will put in more story as hrs goes by... Stay tune... Ciaaooo!!

A tiring Monday

Today, im awake as usual at 5.30am to settle everything - sweeping, moping, washing of dirty laundries and blah blah blah.... To be frank, Im still tired.. since Friday till Sunday was going to n fro to my sis-in-law's place due to her daughter's wedding. So many things to be done n yet so little time.... With me attending to my lil one n doing other things there, was slightly chaos there.


Dian was away fr her camping during dat particular occasion. So it was just hubby, my son Danish, lil Qistina and me. 


Currently, Im all done with all including cooking except for rice..hehehehe.. since Dian is at home  (ponteng school as she was too tired due to the camp), will asked her to cook some rice later. My dirty laundries are all hanged and seriously, its full house today... with home clothings of 2 days, lil Qistina's clothings, Dian's camping clothes... urggghhh.... (terkial2 nak lipat later)


Right now, both daughters are still asleep.. lol. (Anak dara aper tido sampai tengahari ek...).... hehehehe. 


Hub's on full shift today, so its a 9am-9pm work for him. Fil is at sil's house. Asked him to follow us back home yesterday but he doesnt want.. maybe its due to my mil is there at my sil hs. (rindu agaknyer tu). 


K lah, gonna go n get ready for Qistina's normal stuffs... bath her, feed her... at least, i wont be rushing doing everything once she is really awake.. *wink wink*.


Will update again soon ya... Stay tuned.....

Already Friday

I wun write so much here as time constrain.. anyway, all chores done, lunch taken.. My eldest gurl is still in school.. waiting for my hubby to send her camping bag later. As for me, im getting myself ready n den changed Qistina n off we go to my sis in law's place in Semenyih. 


My eldest gurl will be away till this sunday so she wun be around during the wedding.. 


I've got to go now.. gonna go get ready b4 hub comes back.... Ohh man.. its gonna rain soon.. bye for now.. will write soon.. most likely get to hear my story again on monday.. Ciaaooo... and have a great weekend to everyone.. ;) ;) ;)

Its a cold Thursday too...!!

Today its the same weather as few days back. Its pretty cold these days but... I LIOKEEEEEEEEE!!!!.....


This morning was really a rush one.. Settled the dirty clothings asap n cooked fr fil fast enuff dat by 9.30am, im done with both... reason is to go out to get some stuffs for my eldest gurl's camping needs... Yup, she is going camping tomorrow till sunday at Eco park in Dengkil. Ask me where, I dun even know where is dat.. lol. U must be wondering y i allowed my gurl to go when i dun even know where the place is... Well, i want her to have a feel away frm me n at the same time give her a chance to be independant. At times she's too clingy... Of course I love my kiddos.. but she's growing up, so she has to have a feel to be away frm me at times since I've already applied for her boarding school in Seri Puteri Cyberjaya for next yr onwards. How time flies, my eldest gurl is going to secondary soon.. *sob sob*. At times i just feel dat i dun have spend enuff time with my dearest soon-to-be teenage gurl..


Now, to another shocking news, I've just got to know that a fren of mine had just lost her daughter... Al-fateha to her lil girl. Rushed n warded to the hospital fr a fever n breatheless, she was resuscitated by the doctor in KK due to no pulse upon arrival. Gone into coma, she was being supported by the life machine. It hurts seeing the 10-yr old girl in dat state even I'm not close to her mom. Her mom was a schoolmate of mine frm Bedok Town Primary School n Ping Yi Secondary School. She was my junior tho. A wk has passed, n doctor reported that this lil girl (Farah Nurfaizah) was already brain dead and 0% survival. How shocking it may seem. 


And then the day came,(today) when my dear fren n hubby had to make the biggest decision of their life whether or not to pull the plug n they decided to... I was informed by her best fren regarding dat n abt 5mins later, received another shocking news dat lil Farah has already gone. She is simply too young to go thru such misery in the NICU in KK Hospital. May she rest in peace InsyaAllah... I have already plan that when I fly back to Singapore on the 22nd oct, Im gonna go n visit her.. but.......My hands were shaking upon receiving the news... 


To my dear fren Fazz, be strong as ur other kiddos need u too. This is part n parcel of life. Whats alive will definitely 'go back' to HIM one day. Ur lil Farah will definitely be waiting for u at the front door of Heaven InsyaAllah. Its not easy I know even I do not go thru such state. But I believe that ur a strong babe n supermom. My prayers are to her n ur whole family too. Be strong my dear Fazz....


Gotta go now.. lil Qis is screaming away, trying to get my attention to carry her.. 


Well, Im back here again to update. Just now was assisting my eldest gurl to pack her bag fr her camping tomorrow. And later I will have to pack Qistina's bag for tomorrow too. Will be going over to my sis in law's place cos her daughter (who is my niece-in-law.. i wonder is there such a word lol) is getting married on saturday n reception is on sunday. So this week will be a little busy for me. Juggling to assist to the wedding and attending to Qistina at the same time. Ohh ya!!! I nearly forgot... gonna have to charge my camera n videocam as well.... better do it now... Ciaaooooo!!!!

A cold Wednesday

Its a cold morning to begin with.. but definitely my type of weather dat I loveeeeee...!!! Sleeping was good due to the cold weather but of course not a sleep-thru-the-nite type.. lol; milk feeding time of course. 


I was done with all my routine housework including cooking by 10.30am. Speedy gonzales u know.. lol. Dats due to skipping breakfast for me.. hahaha. My meal time are all haywired.. Skipping breakfast, late lunch and no dinner... urgghh... 


Father in law was all settled too including his medications. And Qis woke up at abt 11am, settled her n by noon I was already playing n have fun with Qis.


It became a cold n wet day at around 1pm.. Wind was gushing really strong and with Qis still awake, had to carry her along to  grab all the dried clothes dat were hanged outside to dry. Try to imagine, me carrying Qistina, running out of the house with really strong wind outside.. Well, not a good sight of me tho but Qis had so much fun looking at me like dat... and then still carrying Qis, with a pile of dried clothes all piled around me n Qis.. it was hilarious.. for me.. lol.


It was still drizzling when Danish came back.. running out frm the school bus into the house without closing the front gate.. n me running out of the house to close the front gate with Qistina sitting in her walker in front of the house door waiting fr a chance to get out of the house... it was a little chaos.


Diyan is still not back yet.. her co-curriculum today.. (Puteri Islam). While hub is in his morning shift which will end at 5pm later. 


Gonna go munch a few biscuits ... Stay tune.... ;) ;) :<3

Its a Sunday...

Talk abt the time.. Its already a Sunday... What a speedy time... To cut everything short, yesterday's small little feast turned out well. Dian's friends came n i believe they had fun.. Cooked spaghetti bolognaise w meatballs, mee hoon grg tomato, nuggets, chicken wings, black pepper hotdogs and cheese hotdogs.. It was a rushing cooking tho..so many things to cook n so little time.


Her friends came at abt 12 noon .. n one by one left latest by 7pm. By then, my head was already pounding actually. Yup.. my veins felt like its gonna burst anytime. Once everything cleared, popped my migraine pill n just hoping it will  go away soon enuff. But at abt 8pm, i was feeling really sick... decided to go to the doc's. On the way back home, I was already feeling like im gonna puke a whole bucket... holding on to Qis in the car, i tried to control myself not to. 


Immediately reached home, passed Qis to hubby and rushed into the bathroom.. There I was, puking like a water fountain. Every single thing dat I ate, gushed out like a volcano puking its lava.. I was really feeling so sick. Went upstairs immediately, lying down in bed with Qistina n waiting fr her to sleep. Once she fell asleep, lay her in her cot n I forced myself to sleep. Woke up every now n then cos I can still feeling the pain. 


This morning, woke up fr my Subuh, popped my medication again, n went back to sleep. Still having a hard time.. its so difficult to sleep wen ur head is pounding real hard.


Was feeling slightly better aft had my bath at 8am, already on my feet to clean up the house. Due to too tired bcos of yesterday, mom's not cooking today. Hub went to get some food while I attend to Qis at home. Now, im all set n ready to go out to Jusco fr my marketing. Ouh n by the way, today Qistina is 10 months old.. (dah besar anak mummy nie) heheheh. 


Ouhh, hub's ready in the car, got to go now... Adios n hear frm me again tomorrow ya...