~ A Long Story Cut Short ~

Subhanallah... Its been like a month since my last post.. Have been really bz dat time due to my lil one was unwell.. den right aft she got well, we're already back in Singapore during the school holidays. While Im in Singapore, also able to post any nonsenses cos of my lil one is already in the stage of walking on her own. So most of the time was taken by her. LOL. I was back in KL again since last nite.. Was on the 9.45pm flight which was delayed till 10.15pm. Nothing serious, just a bz nite in Singapore Changi Airport dat we have to wait even to be taxied out.. Passengers are all on time, plane door shut at 10pm but since we were the no.6 to be given the permission to fly, we simply have to sit down in the aircraft with boredom. Even Qis couldnt sit still.. she stood, she wanted to get down n walked around but was restricted by ME, of course!! Only when the plane started to move fast in ready to fly, den only dat Qis kept still as she sucked her pacifier.. Thinking of flying again .. hmmm im thinking twice.. Qis isnt the lil-can-keep-still-while-in-the-plane anymore.. even in the boarding gate, she got down to walk here n there... hahahaha.. but it was a good progress in fact dat she is not walking alone most of the time compare to crawling moments... So back to the time of departure, abt 10.30pm we were finally on air and only arrived in KLIA LCCT at 11.15pm.. dats a half an hr delayed... and i visualized hub's long face..hahahha cos he hates to wait. Thanks Allah dat the immigration part went thru smoothly.. not packed at all.. it was just us on flight. As i headed to the baggage claim, I saw all the baggages were all done. So straight to my 2 luggages and out we went to look for hub.Yups, he was already there.. waiting for us patiently.. once he saw us, he got so excited .. hahah... nearly 1 month we're away frm him.. and dat will be definitely the last time Im gonna leave my home alone as it is... too much things to do once Im back.. cleaning up the house.. u shud know if a man is left in a house alone.. they can definitely NOT be like a woman handling the house...Oh well... Im all shag now.. gonna go get ready to be in bed... Goodnitez all... Hear from me soon ya... hehehehhe Muacckkk muaccckkkk !!!! 

~ UMMMMMMM ~

A normal day today, its been awhile I last wrote in here. Bz lah since coming back to Singapore. Yup, Im back here in my own birth country. Reached here at abt 8.30pm last Friday n was already hectic that we didnt even have dinner. Saturday was awake early and settled the dirty laundry n swept the floor b4 heading to the airport to fetch my parents frm Haj. After that has been bz with helping them to pack some souveniers for relatives and in fact till last nite we were still unpacking and packing. Hubs already back in KL yesterday as there are errands that he has to do and by thursday he's already back in the office again. As for us, we will be here till the 20th dec. And then back to KL again to prepare for school to re-open.Im planning for a little birthday party among my mom's side at my grandparents place this Saturday. Just a small one lah since hub's not around - so not so fun lah. Insyaallah if time permits, next year will be having a little bigger birthday party for Qistina. Im done with helping my mom with the housework. Ha ha.. Who says staying w mom u can relax.. hahaha.. Im not the anak manja u know.. I still know my duties.. :P . Dad's already out to go get some late breakfast.. hehehe.. dat part Im the anak manja :P. Not just me lah.. In fact all.. hahahaha... dat includes my broter, my mom and my kiddos. And even when hub's around, he's one of them too.. ha ha ha...Wow, something wonderful has just happened earlier... Qis is finally able to walk even tho I need to hold her single-handedly. Yeaaayy Qis!!! A long wait is finally here... and soon she will be able to walk on her own, and then run.. my goodness!!! Time is really zooming fast by right infront of my face!!! Alhamdulillah syukur that she's able to 'taaa teeee' b4 she's 1 yr old.. hehehehe.. but still cannot compete with my eldest one lah... Called hub to inform him and he was like laughing away with some shockness there. Yup, its only 1 day dat he is not here w me but within a day, Qis is able to walk.. he even ask me y not yesterday dat she's able to walk.. ahahahha.. how m i supposed to answer that.. kah kah kah... Anyway, my eldest gurl has got some of her gifts for achieving her 5As.. she has got her Samsung camera, Samsung handphone. Next will be her Baby-G watch n a trip to USS...K lah, I've got to stop for now... will continue again later aiyte... ;) Ciaooo...!!!

~ A RUSHING DAY ~

Amin .. Amin .. Amin .. Finally, my intention to fry some noodles n placed it at the 'surau' here is done. Nothing special, just the feeling of 'syukur' of my eldest girl achievement of 5As for her UPSR, my son 2nd place in class for his final exam and also my lil baby has recovered from a terrible fever and stomach flu viral. Its rather a tiring day, cos of the cooking, den the not-done-packing thingy.. and its not just my clothing dat I have to pack, its 5 ppl clothings.. try dat within a day dat u have to do all dat... u'll be shag man... lol. Right now, my 2 eldest kiddos are out for their last day of 'ngaji' and then a break fr a month plus b4 they resume again in January. Hub's at 'surau' for the Yassin reciting today and its just me n Qistina at home now. Qis is asleep right now. Im taking a break fr awhile b4 continuing my packing and then after dat attend to Qis for bedtime. Tomorrow gonna drive back to SG. K lah.. gonna rest abit.. Adios amigos...

~ ALHAMDULILLAH ~

Hello hello there... its been a few days of silence isnt it. Well, due to my lil one not well, my whole time and energy are for her. Yup, she wasnt well since last Wednesday till last 2 days ago.. Dats abt 5 days of fever, vomits and diarrhea.. my poor baby... But Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah, she is all good now... Today's plan is actually to Uda's house in Serting to visit my parents in law but while on the way there, we received a call frm Kajang Hospital regarding my eldest sis in law. Her situation is rather critical now with swollen heart, disfunction kidney and her lungs are filled with water. So we rushed back to Kajang to see how the condition. She's on the ventilator for her oxygen supply with difficulty in breathing. Need a miracle for now.We were there till abt 2pm when hub decided to send us back home first since my lil one has just recover n u know lah, hospital = lots of viruses. Once hub taken his late lunch, he went back to the hospital again without me n the kids. Tomorrow, gonna go buy some groceries to fry some noodles to be sent to the 'surau' since I made a 'niat nazar' dat once my lil one recovers b4 i went back to SG, I will fry some n send to 'surau' since Thursday nite there will be some 'kenduri' and yassin reciting. And then insyaallah Friday, we'll off back to Singapore. I will be there till the 20th december while hub will be there for 3 days only. Yup, since my sis in law is in critical condition, its best fr him to be here in case of any emergency. As for me, I'll be flying back to KL on the 20th december so yahh tickets are all booked and paid. So far, Im all done with danish's student pass & qistina's and my social visit passes. At least, the most important thing to think abt is done. Next will be the kids school books dat will be bought by hub when he comes back to KL again. And then when Im back in KL, will be the kids uniforms and dian's student pass. K lah.. Im all tired now with the sleepless nites while Qis was not well.. gonna go have some rest n will write again when Im back in Singapore.. Adiosss.... 

~ A WONDERFUL AND GREAT GIFT IN LIFE ~

There's a lot of stories that i wanted to share actually.. but time is rather limited. Wateva it is I will try to summarize everything ya...Thursday was the day.. Yup, the day!!! The nite b4 dat I was like tossing left n right on my bed forcing myself to sleep n finally when Im able to sleep, I was awaken again with the butterfly in stomach feeling. Finally when the morning came, I was already up at around 4am. Waiting fr the time to wake the kids up as usal. They went to school like normal days while I get myself ready first. On that same day, Qistina wasnt well too. On Wednesday she was already having fever and vomited twice. So no choice lah still have to bring her to the clinic on Thursday morning. We went out at about 9am to head to the doc and out of the doc by 9.50am. Doc gave her usual medication for her fever and also antibiotics. Like an F1 driver, hub drove fast so that we could reach SK Cyberjaya by 10am. Yes, and I mean real fast.. zooommmmMMM!!!! And we made it!! Upon arriving, I saw that the principal with some teachers have just got back frm PPD to collect the UPSR results. Dat's the cause of my tossings the nite b4. All the P6 were already assembled in the Assembly Area waiting patiently fr the 'time'. I was really restless at that time n tried to fill my time by taking photos n videos while hub waited at  one corner with Qis on her stroller.And then the time came!! The names of the students achieving 5As and those with 4A1B will be called first n seated on a few rows of chairs in front of everyone.One by one were being called while I took the video of them with my fingers crossed hoping highly dat one of them will be my girl. While the video was on the record mode, suddenly I heard a name being called 'Dinah Diyanah binte Yusof"!! Oh my goodness!! Its my girl... She made it... Yess!! I was too ovewhelmed that I accidently switched off the video and ran to my hub with tears of happiness in my eyes. Alhamdulillah syukur syukur syukur... I cudnt stopped thanking Allah for all the things dat were blessed to me.... I then continue taking the video once I got back my feet to the ground. And once done with all the giving of results slips, these students were allowed to go to their parents who were each waiting for the time to hug their own kiddos for their success... and Im one of them. I hugged my girl tight with tears in rolling on each other's cheeks. She was in the state of shocked as well. Without waiting to get back home, I smsed my mom who's in Mecca right now to inform her of the great news and then my bro as well. Once we got back home, placing my wall post of my girl's achievement, a non stop congrats were given to me. Last year, I had my best advanced birthday gift by God's gift of Qistina to me. And this yr, Allah granted my doas n gave me my best birthday gift fr this yr by giving me good results frm my son Danish Mirza and my eldest girl Dinah Diyanah. Thanks to Allah for the great gifts and wonderful children. Amin ya rabbal 'alamin......Till today, Im still so thankful and cudnt stop thanking Allah fr answering my prayers. Alhamdulillah.....But I told my eldest girl, dat this is just the beginning of her life to success. There's still a long way to go for her and she must never slack even a little to the road of success.

~ HEART BEATS FAST ~

Good day to everyone. Life is as my usual so nothing to talk much lah. But anyway, I'm all done with my cooking.. yeay!! And today's menu is Lauk lemak lodeh with ayam grg lah.Today lazy lah to cook other types of dishes n furthermore I dun eat much nowadays. Today, my heart beats really fast.. Wanna know y..?? Yup, tomorrow's the day.. the day of wat?? Heheheh :P . Let it be a secret first ya. I will definitely write in tomorrow to share the good or the bad news. Be patient mates ;) .Hub's on his morning shift today as tomorrow onwards he will be on core leave for the next 2 wks.. Yippie... and the whole family gonna go swimming frequently which really makes the kids happy. Its been awhile since we last went swimming u know. And of course since I'll be in Singapore frm the 25th Nov till 20th Dec, I will have to make sure I've prepared the children school stuffs n thingys so that I wont be too rushy when I come back to KL again. Oh my goodness..!!! Now then i realised that I've not eaten my breakfast at all... and its already lunch time... hahahaha.. time flies without u even noticed. iskk iskk iskkkk....

~ PRIZE GIVING CEREMONY ~

Today, I'm awake as early as 3am. Dun know y I cudnt sleep. I was only asleep at 12.30am right aft Qis was asleep and I was awaken (which I dun know y either) at 3am n tried to go back to sleep again and was up again at 5am. With my head pounding n body feel rather tired, I stayed in bed fr abt 30mins b4 finally dragged myself up to wake the other 2. 

We got ourselves ready by 7.30am n was out of the house by then. Where we r heading to...??? Well to SK Cyberjaya... Y...???? Cos my son, Danish Mirza will be receiving his trophy for coming 2nd in his class for his final exam. Alhamdulillah, Praise To Allah... 

As usual, the road out of my housing area will always be jammed n we finally get to be on the highway by 8.15am. Hubby zoomed to make sure we reached school by 8.30am. And yes!!! We did it... By dat time, the principal has just started the wateva speech lah.. hehehehe... Yes I did took some pictures of my son with his trophy n certificate.. Proud..?? Yes, him lah hahahha... keep looking, keep wiping.. lol... I even told him, wipe it thoroughly n the genie will pop out, den u can ask for wateva wishes u want.. lol :)) ... kids will always be kids... But Im glad he made it.. Alhamdulillah.... ;)

So right aft the event, we drove back home lah.. wat to do, we have to cos hub's in the aftnoon shift. 

Ok lah.. I wanted to write more but unfortunately it's beginning to rain heavily and there's thunder n lightning as well.. so I better shut off my laptop b4 the lightning blast my electronics here.. :)) ... Will write again as soon as the rain stops... Muah muah...!!! :x

~ A DRAGGY MONDAY ~

Today seemed a little draggy. Early morning was the usual one but after I put Qistina to sleep again aft her morning milk, my normal routines doesn't seemed to end as per my normal weekdays. :p
At 10am, I'm not fully done with my laundries, not cook yet, not settled Qistina, not iron hub's formal pants.. Geezzzz!!! Whats wrong with myself today...!!! :P. But finally at 1pm now, I'm all done with. U see.. I usually get everything done by 11 or 12nn. 
My eldest girl, Dian doesnt need to go to school today. Today's programme at school is just a rehearsal for tomorrow's Prize Giving Ceremony and Danish is part of it since he's got 2nd position in class. Unfortunately, no prize for Dian lah this yr and dat pissed me off actually.. hahaha.. but oh well, life is like a wheel.. at times ur up, at times ur down. Just hope for the best for her UPSR tho. 
So tomorrow, we will need to be in school by 8am for the prize giving.. and I'll make sure I'm prepared with my camera..  ha  ha... ;). 
Hub's on aftnoon shift today and tomorrow so nothing much to talk abt actually. Thursday will be a bz day fr us... so there wont be any story frm me lah ya... ;)
K lah.. will pause fr awhile as my head's pounding. Will continue later if time permits ya.. Stay tune... kissy kissy.. <3

~ Sleepy Day For Me ~

Again last nite I slept late ..midnite again for me. As I finally get to sleep, I was awaken (I think dats around 2am) by my hubby. Yup, now its him.. Reason being: He suddenly feel itch all over his body n said dat It's kind of warm last nite.. "WARM!!!" There's already 2 fans in the room n Im feeling cooling at that time. Being too sleepy, I just laid and waited to be asleep again. Hub then ended going downstairs. Me - still with my eyes shut tight n forcing to sleep again.. At 4am, my sleep was disturbed again .. but this time (who else lah) Qis of course (milk time). Zombiely, I walked towards her milk table n made her her milk. Once done, I crashed my heavy head onto  my pillow again..was abt to get into my slumberland, Qis stood up in her cot n made so much noise (trying to get my attention lah tu) and dats 5am. She wasnt feeling well lah - so cannot blame her. 
By 5.30am, I was already on my feet, carrying Qis to wake her sis n bro for school. Held her down to the living room, placed her to her rocker n get prepared her breakfast, at the same time get ready for my eldest girl's lunch box, my son's medication and scotts emulsion. So, Im like doing everything at once with everything 'screened' in my brain. U know its like doing 1 after another. Everything was all prepared at abt 7am and its time for my supplement and another at 7.30am. By 7.30am, Qis was already feeling sleepy again - can see lah frm her eyes. Woke hubby up for his time to get ready for work, carried Qis up, placed her in her cot n I 'crashed' myself onto my bed. I have to take at least an hr's nap or else, my head's will be 'spinning around'.
At 8.30am, I had a sudden awake .. hmm but not sure y lah. Maybe 1 of the dreams I think. lol. Laundries are all washed (I've placed it at 6.30am earlier but unfortunately I wont be able to hang dry yet as its drizzling outside - maybe a little while later. Floors are all swept now. Taken out the meat earlier for defrosting (although not sure wat to cook today. hahaha). Qis is still in bed. My brain seems working n thinking dat I have something dat's I've not done yet but wondering wat; but will 'cracked' it later. 
Oh ya by the way, yesterday Danish gave me 2 letters from school. One is an invitation to a Prize Giving Ceremony on the 15th Nov Tuesday at school @ 8.30am and another is a consent form frm his teacher asking us if we will be going for the ceremony. Danish will be receiving a prize for getting 1 of the best position in his class for his Yr-end Exam. Alhamdulillah.... (definitely we will be going lah rite)
17th Nov will be the UPSR results day.. so its a tick tock tick tock and dub dub dub dub dub time.....
I've just done up with Qis - bathe her and fed her lunch. She's in her playpen now as usual with her toys. Finally I decided to cook meat soup. As the weather is beginning to heaten up, its best to have some soupy meal. Currently, Im boiling the meat so that later on when it comes to making the soup, it will be a breeze..
My other 2 kids just came back from school. Danish has brought back his report book... Alhamdulillah he was position 2nd with 3 As in his main subjects - Maths, English and Science but he need to buck up more on his Penulisan and Pemahaman... 
So next surprise will be next Thursday.. a huge surprise..!!

~ A Nice Meal ~

Last nite, slept at 12midnite.. Urghh!! And now my head's pounding hard. Hate when this happens. Asking me why so late?? What else... Qistina of course.. she simply just wont sleep. All she wants is to play n play n play.... **sigh** :s . I waited for her till 12 when finally she fall asleep. Carried her gently, I placed her on her cot n I quickly switched off the tv n force myself to sleep too b4 she wakes up again. Nicely, comfortably sleeping under my comforter with a very nice cooling nite, she woke up again at 2.30am. Oh man...!!! :( . Half awake n walking like a living zombie, I sleepily made her milk and fed her. Right after she finished drinking, I went back to sleep crossing my fingers n hoping she wont wakes up again b4 5am. 
Thank Allah I was awake b4 my alarm went off.. I think its abt 5.30am n yessss!!! Qistina was still fast asleep. Covering her with her blanket, I tiptoed out of the room n woke the other 2 up for school. Once the 2 kids were off to school, I went up n milked Qistina again b4 placing my heavy head onto my 'stinky' pillow :P. I targeted myself to be up by 8.30am n to start doing my routine 'duties'. lol. so, Im up by then n started doing wat Im supposed to do. 
Right now if ur asking me wat Im doing, Im all done with every single duties.. ;). Supermom arent I??? :P. hahaha... Laundries all hanged dry - soon to pick them up to fold, swept the floor, cooked (guess wat my menu today) n done up with lil Qistina. 
Anyway, today's menu are: Telor masak lemak cili padi, mushroom tumis and ikan sumbat cili.. Yummy right??!!! ... Well, u only get to read lah ya.. :P hahahaha.

~ A HOT WEDNESDAY ~

Today is rather a hot day.. After a few days of cold weather, although is pretty hot, but at least my clothes get to 'tan' themselves.. lol. 
Life for me starts as early as 5am when I have to be awake to milk Qistina. Yup n right aft that i wont be able to sleep again.. Kept blinking my eyes.. till its time to be up to wake the other 2 for school. Right aft kids are off to school, I start my routine 'house errands' cos there are other errands that are waiting in queue. 
Aft half done, Im already changed n got ready to be out of the house.. Hahaha.. no no no.. Im not running away frm home.. hahahha.... I've got to go to Cyberjaya Primary to get some letters done for our immigration purposes, Cyberjaya Secondary for my eldest girl's enrollment n other foreign student purposes, den rushed to MYDEAR warehouse to get the 'safety gate' that I bought the other day change but only to find out that there was nothing wrong w the gate hahahah.... Dun blame me - the manual wasnt even in English or Malay.. so how am I supposed to understand kah kah kah.. Once all done, quickly rush back home cos hub's on aftnoon shift. 
Tomorrow will be another rushing day as well but I think hub will go alone to settle it. Then another rushing day on Friday as well.. To be frank, there are loads of errands that I have to do.. now if u were to ask me.. Im in a confused state.. everything I want to do at once.. hahahahah.
Anyway, today has loads of funny incidents to share.. to me funny lah.
First of all, the kids were back frm school by 2pm.. As i open the gate, Dian has walked much further frm Danish who was left behind - walking slowly. He must have fallen asleep in the van. But as he approached me closer, he then started to whisper "Mummy... I ceret." Alamak.. wat an afternoon to start man... So i asked him to go straight to the toilet n remove his school uniform. Right aft he removed his school pants, he started to pooo again.. ohhh crap.. he pooed on the floor.. Haiizzz .. mmg I nak kene jadi pencacai lah nie... I cleaned up the whole bathroom floor n soaped the whole area..making sure its all cleaned including his school pants. (tak penah2 umur dia terkencet, nie leh terkencet lak).
So dats 1 incident (thats a mix of bengang and funny lah to me). Another one has just happened awhile ago.. Again, my son who went outside to play with his fren, suddenly came back n say dat  his finger bleeds and theres a small portion of splint in his finger. As i looked, yup affirmative..!!! This time round, Im the surgeon in the house.. Took a needle, an ice pack, bubut oil and plaster. I started to put the ice pack to the wound so dat he wont feel a thing when i prick him. U know lah my son, a little bit, he shouted mcm org nak nazak gitu kan. As i pricked and put the ice pack, finally the splint is out. He felt relieved lah wat else.. but, he's pekik.. only God knows.. Woman nak give birth pon tak shout like dat.. hahahah.. During the small 'surgery' (lol), he was shaking n crying n shouting at the same time.. Alamak nie anak, mcm nak kene siku like dat. As usual me started with my bebels lah.. Serve Him right.!!! 

~ ALREADY A FRIDAY ~

Seems like i've just came back frm Singapore... but its already a Friday... What a zoommmmm... 
Life today as usual.. nothing to brag abt.. no cooking done today as yesterday's Asam Pedas is still as fresh to be eaten. Clothes are all done...
Sunday is Hari Raya Aidiladha... So there will be a grocery shopping done tomorrow. Gonna be a bz day tomorrow.. was planning of cooking the raya food but then again, gonna need to plan again w hub as sil is still unconscious in the hospital. As usual the raya food lah... lodeh, ketupat, sambal goreng, ayam kurma n maybe an extra dish - daging rendang.
Parents are both at Arafah now.. for wukuf.. Hopefully they are fine there. Already received news frm them yesterday including their hp numbers there. 
Right now Qis is asleep upstairs, n my son w his fren are playing here in the hall n its rather noisy lah.. irritates my ears.. lol.
Dats all for now.... Will update again next wk...  


Kissy kissy for everyone..... 

COLD - GRRRRRRRR!!!!!

Today is rather cold.. extremely cold. It has been raining since yesterday. A good n bad thing tho.. good as in nice to sleep but bad as in my laundry wont be able to dry up ... Got to know that my 1st sis in law is being hospitalize at Kajang Hospital. She is currently in ICU n doctors are trying hard to get her well but ya lah.. only Allah knows everything rite... She's in the process of haemodialysis for her kidney. Latest news dat I've got is dat she is on oxygen support as she cudnt breathe properly. 
Done with part of washing, I've just got into the house frm trying to get some stray dogs dead.. lol. There have been lots of these stray dogs.. Its really frustrating to see them loitering around this area.. esp if u have cats. 1 of ths stray cat that frequently come by to have her meal ran down the drain to save her kittens.. adorable ones u know.. N here im trying really hard to get them into my house compound just to secure them. I've standby some rocks at my doorway and broom by the door... 
Im gonna go get ready for Qis bath n breakfast b4 she wakes up... n furthermore, soon the Astro guy will be here to fix wateva thats faulty regarding the remote.. 
Right aft that, gonna start w my cooking.. most likely it will be an Asam Pedas today... 
The time now is 2pm. My Asam Pedas is ready to be eaten. Just a simple Fish Asam Pedas with lady's fingers and tomatoes. I've just received a call frm hubby abt 30mins earlier that my 1st sis in law who was warded in Kajang Hospital ICU is getting critical. She is already being supported by the oxygen machine fr her breathing and now her heartbeat is getting slower n slower. Later once hub's back frm work, gonna go to the hospital to visit her. Allah knows wats best fr us humans. Allah's great in everything n knows wats instore fr us in future... I pray to Allah that my sis in law will recover soon. She has 3 children who are still schooling - 1 in University, 1 will be going to University in Nov and 1 in secondary. All her children are really good n smart. She's fortunate to have her kids... Pls Allah, have mercy on her n her children... my fil has just arrived frm my other sis in law in Serting n will be spending the nite here at my place. So gonna need to cook some veggie soup fr him later. Den aft that gonna get myself ready. My son is already back frm school whereas my eldest girl is still in school as there is a farewell party for all Primary 6 students. UPSR results will be out around next wk. Heart racing like in an F1 game.... uurrgghhh.... (penantian satu penyiksaan u know) hahahaha.... Just pray fr the best fr my eldest. She had extremely tried her maximum best.. n insyaallah wat she dream for will be achieve.
Ok, enuff of the babbling, gonna go n play w Qistina.. she is making a hell of a noise...... Adios...

A SUDDEN COLD WEDNESDAY

Today's day was normal.. it turned out to be a hot day... n its a great wonderful day for my loads of laundry dats not all done yesterday. For the past 2 days (including today), Qis has been always waking up late. My.. my.. she really missed her cot. Anyways, Im all set n done with my usual housework of cleaning up the house n doing the laundry early. Tot of getting some slumber sleep..but ended up wide awake n having a hard time to at least get myself to 'shut down'. 
When Qis was awake, Im still waiting for the chicken to defrost. To cut story short, today was a smoothe ride until when it started to rain awhile ago. At that time, im done with my cooking n Qis was making her usual noise... nap time. Aft putting her to her cot to sleep, I went down again - waiting fr my other 2 kids to be back frm school. Abt 30mins aft they were back, it started to rain with loud thunder 'bangs' n tones of lightning strikes.
While getting lunch fr Danish, it 'bangs' really loud that it made me jumpy n rushed up to see if Qis was alrite. 
Thanks Allah, she was still sound asleep. Went down again to get myself my lunch... right aft im done with my lunch, it 'bangs' again. Leaving behing my 2 eldest ones, i went up n stayed in the room to just make sure Qis will be ok again if it started to 'bang' once more.
My prediction was right. While I was laying down on my cosy nice bed, n its making me rather sleepy, it gave 1 more time.. but this time, it scare Qis till she was wide awake n crying. Carried her to my bed n hugging her to comfort her, I tot she might fall asleep again but oppsssyyy, she did not.. n she's already wide awake now.  Gonna feed her late lunch n will write again soon ....  *** yawn *** Im feeling sleepy rite now.... 

NORMAL ROUTINE AGAIN

Today Im back to my normal routine again after spending a wk plus in Singapore at parents place. After sending off my parents at the airport, I begin my journey back to KL immediately. It was about 11.30am when we drove off. Well, abt the 'send off', it was tears flooding time at T2. My son Danish cried loudly..urgghh hate that when it happen. Everybody was like y wat happen, y is he crying.. too emo lah dat boy. Anyway, we stop over at Kluang cos hub's need to pay off the taxes for his parents house there. That was already abt 3pm when we started our journey again straight to KL.
Stopping again at Pagoh for mkn, (since morning not eaten). Journey was ok, no jammed at all but due to heavy rain, we have to drive slowly..not the usual speed.
Finally reached home abt 7.30pm. At that time, my head's already pounding hard.. urrghh migraine again..:(. Rested fr abt 30mins b4 i started unpacking my luggage. (if i didnt do it at that time, the luggage fully pack will remain as it is till my next trip back to SG..lol). 
Head was even pounding harder when i see the full load of dirty laundry in the laundry basket.. ohh maaannn.......but im definitely not doing the laundry at that time.. 10pm sharp, brought up Qistina, changed her, den head for the bed.. ohhh my comfy bed (my thought at that time). 
Anyway to cut story short, right now, Im all done with cleaning up the house, done with the laundry washing for all except Qistina's (due to no more space at the hanging thingy - will do hers tomorrow. All were hanged to dry already.. taken my small breakfast, next will be just to wait fr Qis to be awake, bath her den feed her breakfast. She must have missed her cot..lol. 
My other 2 kids are back in school again n hub's at work as usual. M gonna have a short nap b4 Qis is awake as my head's still pounding hard. Will continue later ya.... muah muah muahh..... (ouch my head)

A SPINNING WEEK...

HAALLOOOOOooooooooo AGAIN!!! ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE MY LAST POSTING. BEEN BZ ACTUALLY. HERE I AM IN SINGAPORE AGAIN SINCE LAST SATURDAY 22ND OCT. YUP.. WILL BE HERE TILL 31ST OCT AS MY PARENTS ARE GOING FR THEIR HAJ ON MONDAY. ONCE THEIR ARE IN THE DEPARTURE AREA, I'LL BE DRIVING BACK TO KL. HUB'S COMING HERE TOMORROW.. YES!! LOL. ME MISSING HUBBY?? DEFINITELY I AM. WELL WHO DOESNT RITE??? LOL.


I'VE NOT BEEN GETTING ENUFF SLEEP & NOW, MY HEAD'S FEELING LIKE IT'S SPINNING N THE FEELING IS; TRY STANDING ON A SAMPAN OR A BOAT AT SEA N U WILL UNDERSTAND HOW IM FEELING RITE NOW. HAVE BEEN POPPING ALL KINDS OF PILLS BUT STILL IT WONT GO AWAY.. I GUESS A NICE DEEP SLEEP WILL BE THE REMEDY. CANT WAIT TO BE BACK ON MY OWN NICE COZY BED WITH QIS ON HER OWN COT. 


ANYWAY'S, TO CUT A LOOOOOOONG STORY SHORT, WHILE FLYING BACK TO SINGAPORE LAST SATURDAY, DANISH HAD BAD ASTHMA ATTACK. I HAD TO CONSOLE HIM WHILE WAITING FOR OUR ARRIVAL IN SINGAPORE. TRY IMAGINING AGAIN, TRAVELLING WITH 2 KIDS N 1 INFANT & 1 OF THE KID IS HAVING HIS ASTHMA. EVEN GIVING HIS INHALER PUFFS DOESN'T SOOTHE HIM.


UPON ARRIVAL IN SINGAPORE, HE WAS ALREADY GASPING FR ENUFF AIR. LUCKY DAT MY BRO N MOM WERE ALREADY THERE WAITING FOR US. AFTER CLEARING THE IMMIGRATION N COLLECTED OUR BAGGAGE, WE RUSHED STRAIGHT TO THE NEAREST CLINIC AT MY PARENTS HOME N GET HIM INTO NUEBALIZER. AFTER GETTING HIS, THEN ONLY HE CAN BREATHE MUCH BETTER. THANK GOD!! OR ELSE, I WILL HAVE TO SEND HIM STRAIGHT TO KK HOSPITAL.


HE IS ALL WELL NOW AFTER A FEW DAYS OF MEDICATIONS. DEN MY ELDEST GURL WAS DOWN WITH A RUNNY NOSE, NEXT IT SPREADS TO MY LIL QISTINA, DEN TO ME, N NOW TO MY BRO. HOPE IT DOESNT SPREAD TO MY PARENTS AS THEY WILL BE FLYING OFF SOON.


WENT OUT WITH MY SECONDARY SCHOOLMATES TO AYAM PENYET RIA AT BEDOK POINT N HAVE GREAT FUN THERE ON TUESDAY 25TH DEN OUT AGAIN YESTERDAY 27TH WITH MY PRIMARY SCHOOLMATE TO J'S WOK N GRILL. OVERALL IT WAS A GREAT WEEK IN SINGAPORE.


I'LL STOP FOR NOWM COS MY HEAD'S SPINNING AGAIN... CIAOOOO

A COLD TUESDAY

Last nite, I cudnt sleep well.. im not sure myself why lah... n furthermore i was kept awake every now n then by Qis... At abt 5.30am, i was 'shaken' by my hp alarm.. urghhhh!! it was really a drag to get myself up cos of my bloody migraine.. It's definitely come to visit each time i dun have enuff sleep. It suxs u know...


Cudnt bring myself to do all the housechores, i managed to settle my 2 kids to school, dust the furniture n sweep the floor. Once the kids were off to school, did my Subuh n went back to sleep - hoping dat the migraine will be gone. At abt 8am, dragged myself up (although still with a pounding head) to do the laundry. And now, Im done with everthing including cooking. I dun feel like eating rice today so its just a sardine dish. At least the kids n hub can eat that with rice while i took dat with prata. 


Qis was awake at abt 10am today. Got her settled (bath n feed). And hub is on aftnoon shift (1pm-10pm). Hub's off to work now, n Qis was cranky just now. Put her for her nap n she is upstairs in her cot now sleeping. Gonna get my head rest fr awhile b4 the other 2 comes back frm school.


Once they are back, gonna go get the dried laundry to fold. Den attend to my son for his revision time. Final exam's coming next wk b4 we head back to Singapore during the Deepavali holidays.


Will put in more story as hrs goes by... Stay tune... Ciaaooo!!

A tiring Monday

Today, im awake as usual at 5.30am to settle everything - sweeping, moping, washing of dirty laundries and blah blah blah.... To be frank, Im still tired.. since Friday till Sunday was going to n fro to my sis-in-law's place due to her daughter's wedding. So many things to be done n yet so little time.... With me attending to my lil one n doing other things there, was slightly chaos there.


Dian was away fr her camping during dat particular occasion. So it was just hubby, my son Danish, lil Qistina and me. 


Currently, Im all done with all including cooking except for rice..hehehehe.. since Dian is at home  (ponteng school as she was too tired due to the camp), will asked her to cook some rice later. My dirty laundries are all hanged and seriously, its full house today... with home clothings of 2 days, lil Qistina's clothings, Dian's camping clothes... urggghhh.... (terkial2 nak lipat later)


Right now, both daughters are still asleep.. lol. (Anak dara aper tido sampai tengahari ek...).... hehehehe. 


Hub's on full shift today, so its a 9am-9pm work for him. Fil is at sil's house. Asked him to follow us back home yesterday but he doesnt want.. maybe its due to my mil is there at my sil hs. (rindu agaknyer tu). 


K lah, gonna go n get ready for Qistina's normal stuffs... bath her, feed her... at least, i wont be rushing doing everything once she is really awake.. *wink wink*.


Will update again soon ya... Stay tuned.....

Already Friday

I wun write so much here as time constrain.. anyway, all chores done, lunch taken.. My eldest gurl is still in school.. waiting for my hubby to send her camping bag later. As for me, im getting myself ready n den changed Qistina n off we go to my sis in law's place in Semenyih. 


My eldest gurl will be away till this sunday so she wun be around during the wedding.. 


I've got to go now.. gonna go get ready b4 hub comes back.... Ohh man.. its gonna rain soon.. bye for now.. will write soon.. most likely get to hear my story again on monday.. Ciaaooo... and have a great weekend to everyone.. ;) ;) ;)

Its a cold Thursday too...!!

Today its the same weather as few days back. Its pretty cold these days but... I LIOKEEEEEEEEE!!!!.....


This morning was really a rush one.. Settled the dirty clothings asap n cooked fr fil fast enuff dat by 9.30am, im done with both... reason is to go out to get some stuffs for my eldest gurl's camping needs... Yup, she is going camping tomorrow till sunday at Eco park in Dengkil. Ask me where, I dun even know where is dat.. lol. U must be wondering y i allowed my gurl to go when i dun even know where the place is... Well, i want her to have a feel away frm me n at the same time give her a chance to be independant. At times she's too clingy... Of course I love my kiddos.. but she's growing up, so she has to have a feel to be away frm me at times since I've already applied for her boarding school in Seri Puteri Cyberjaya for next yr onwards. How time flies, my eldest gurl is going to secondary soon.. *sob sob*. At times i just feel dat i dun have spend enuff time with my dearest soon-to-be teenage gurl..


Now, to another shocking news, I've just got to know that a fren of mine had just lost her daughter... Al-fateha to her lil girl. Rushed n warded to the hospital fr a fever n breatheless, she was resuscitated by the doctor in KK due to no pulse upon arrival. Gone into coma, she was being supported by the life machine. It hurts seeing the 10-yr old girl in dat state even I'm not close to her mom. Her mom was a schoolmate of mine frm Bedok Town Primary School n Ping Yi Secondary School. She was my junior tho. A wk has passed, n doctor reported that this lil girl (Farah Nurfaizah) was already brain dead and 0% survival. How shocking it may seem. 


And then the day came,(today) when my dear fren n hubby had to make the biggest decision of their life whether or not to pull the plug n they decided to... I was informed by her best fren regarding dat n abt 5mins later, received another shocking news dat lil Farah has already gone. She is simply too young to go thru such misery in the NICU in KK Hospital. May she rest in peace InsyaAllah... I have already plan that when I fly back to Singapore on the 22nd oct, Im gonna go n visit her.. but.......My hands were shaking upon receiving the news... 


To my dear fren Fazz, be strong as ur other kiddos need u too. This is part n parcel of life. Whats alive will definitely 'go back' to HIM one day. Ur lil Farah will definitely be waiting for u at the front door of Heaven InsyaAllah. Its not easy I know even I do not go thru such state. But I believe that ur a strong babe n supermom. My prayers are to her n ur whole family too. Be strong my dear Fazz....


Gotta go now.. lil Qis is screaming away, trying to get my attention to carry her.. 


Well, Im back here again to update. Just now was assisting my eldest gurl to pack her bag fr her camping tomorrow. And later I will have to pack Qistina's bag for tomorrow too. Will be going over to my sis in law's place cos her daughter (who is my niece-in-law.. i wonder is there such a word lol) is getting married on saturday n reception is on sunday. So this week will be a little busy for me. Juggling to assist to the wedding and attending to Qistina at the same time. Ohh ya!!! I nearly forgot... gonna have to charge my camera n videocam as well.... better do it now... Ciaaooooo!!!!

A cold Wednesday

Its a cold morning to begin with.. but definitely my type of weather dat I loveeeeee...!!! Sleeping was good due to the cold weather but of course not a sleep-thru-the-nite type.. lol; milk feeding time of course. 


I was done with all my routine housework including cooking by 10.30am. Speedy gonzales u know.. lol. Dats due to skipping breakfast for me.. hahaha. My meal time are all haywired.. Skipping breakfast, late lunch and no dinner... urgghh... 


Father in law was all settled too including his medications. And Qis woke up at abt 11am, settled her n by noon I was already playing n have fun with Qis.


It became a cold n wet day at around 1pm.. Wind was gushing really strong and with Qis still awake, had to carry her along to  grab all the dried clothes dat were hanged outside to dry. Try to imagine, me carrying Qistina, running out of the house with really strong wind outside.. Well, not a good sight of me tho but Qis had so much fun looking at me like dat... and then still carrying Qis, with a pile of dried clothes all piled around me n Qis.. it was hilarious.. for me.. lol.


It was still drizzling when Danish came back.. running out frm the school bus into the house without closing the front gate.. n me running out of the house to close the front gate with Qistina sitting in her walker in front of the house door waiting fr a chance to get out of the house... it was a little chaos.


Diyan is still not back yet.. her co-curriculum today.. (Puteri Islam). While hub is in his morning shift which will end at 5pm later. 


Gonna go munch a few biscuits ... Stay tune.... ;) ;) :<3

Its a Sunday...

Talk abt the time.. Its already a Sunday... What a speedy time... To cut everything short, yesterday's small little feast turned out well. Dian's friends came n i believe they had fun.. Cooked spaghetti bolognaise w meatballs, mee hoon grg tomato, nuggets, chicken wings, black pepper hotdogs and cheese hotdogs.. It was a rushing cooking tho..so many things to cook n so little time.


Her friends came at abt 12 noon .. n one by one left latest by 7pm. By then, my head was already pounding actually. Yup.. my veins felt like its gonna burst anytime. Once everything cleared, popped my migraine pill n just hoping it will  go away soon enuff. But at abt 8pm, i was feeling really sick... decided to go to the doc's. On the way back home, I was already feeling like im gonna puke a whole bucket... holding on to Qis in the car, i tried to control myself not to. 


Immediately reached home, passed Qis to hubby and rushed into the bathroom.. There I was, puking like a water fountain. Every single thing dat I ate, gushed out like a volcano puking its lava.. I was really feeling so sick. Went upstairs immediately, lying down in bed with Qistina n waiting fr her to sleep. Once she fell asleep, lay her in her cot n I forced myself to sleep. Woke up every now n then cos I can still feeling the pain. 


This morning, woke up fr my Subuh, popped my medication again, n went back to sleep. Still having a hard time.. its so difficult to sleep wen ur head is pounding real hard.


Was feeling slightly better aft had my bath at 8am, already on my feet to clean up the house. Due to too tired bcos of yesterday, mom's not cooking today. Hub went to get some food while I attend to Qis at home. Now, im all set n ready to go out to Jusco fr my marketing. Ouh n by the way, today Qistina is 10 months old.. (dah besar anak mummy nie) heheheh. 


Ouhh, hub's ready in the car, got to go now... Adios n hear frm me again tomorrow ya... 

TGIF

Yippie!!! Its friday again.... Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.... Today's errands are as usual. The only different is im sooooooooooo damn bloody tired n sleepy... Didnt have a good nite sleep last nite..(ohh pleaseee!! nothing happen ok). Just that Qistina was already asleep at abt 9pm last nite while im still downstairs in the hall. Brought her up at around 10pm but unfortunately she was awake at 11pm. Yup!! U read it well.. she was awake at 11pm n then not asleep until i dont know wat time.. When she finally slept, I was already like a living zombie.. 


While sleeping on my nice comfy bed, I was awaken at abt 3am..(wth...??!! 3am!!). Gave Qis her milk and i lay in bed waiting fr her to be asleep again. Finally she was sleeping at i think nearly 4am. And then....!!! At 5am, she woke up againn... Urrgghhh!!!.. And by then Im unable to sleep again cos need to wake the other 2 fr school in abt half n hr's time. 


Trriinnggggg!!!! My alarm went off at 5.45am, carried her with me to wake the other 2. Settled the 2 to school, had my bath, made Qis milk (again) n brought her up to 'force' her to sleep. (or else im unable to do my housework). She drank her milk till the last drop but......... hmmmmm, she was still wide awake. What is wrong w her today...??? I lay in bed waiting n waiting n waiting fr her to sleep.... (cud hear hub's starting the car engine to go to work at 7.30am but Qis still rolling and standing n bouncing on my bed).


And then finally at 8.30am, she fall asleep... my goodness!! With my 'panda' eye-bagged eyes, i carried her to her cot n tiptoed out of the room. Quietly closing shut the door, i went down like a thief in my own house. I then like a flash, do all my necessary housework, took a cup of yogurt to boost me up n started to cook, wash clothes, hang them dry..etc.


All done by noon, i then went up to check on Qis.. its already 11.30am n she is happily, soundly sleeping.... Ahaaa!! time for me to disturb her sleep like she disturb mine... (keh keh keh)....


Now its already 4.15pm, im done with everything except clearing the folded clothes cos tomorrow's gonna be another tiring day fr me... Yup.. Dian's frens coming over n i've got to cook for like 15 ppl's food. 


I've got to go now... gonna clear some stuffs ... Gonna write in again next wk... Take care u'olls n have a wonderful weekend..... Ciaaooo!!!

Goodness gracious...!!

My goodness, its been like 4 days since i last updated my blog.. Been bz lah..so so sorry.. with kids not well, n fil to take care too, n also baby in the house.. hahahah.. Supermom is here... well, at times supermom also can be as flat as a flat tyre u know.. lol.


Well, im finally done with my housework, (as usual lah) cooking halfway done (hahaha - beansprouts with beancurd soup. later to fry some chicken), washing clothes also done. Have just pop my 1 n only beloved Cafergot (its a migraine med. dub dub dub dub, yes my head is pounding rite now). Am just waiting fr my lil one to be awake n settling her later. 


Hub's on morning shift (8am-5pm) today (I love when he's on 8-5 shift) hahaha. But he will be out again later in the evening fr an evening event with DS Najib later. 


Im trying to gain lots of energy for saturday as my eldest gurl will be inviting some frens of hers over so there will be lots of cooking to be done. 


Too much agenda frm Oct onwards n i think sooner or later my brain is gonna explode fr thinking n trying to remember every single thing on my own... lol. 


Anyway, my grandma is still in the hospital (TTSH). Once im back in SG in Oct, will go n visit her and also my fren's daughter in KK. I pray fr both to recover.


Have already booked my flight for Oct n also Dec.. (so dats 1 errand done) but a lot more KIV's. Ohh ohhhh... i think i've just heard a lil voice upstairs.. gtg now.. will update later again if i have the time. Or else, u will get to hear frm me tomorrow...

25th day of Syawal

Alhamdulillah ... i can breathe to see another friday... looking forward for the weekends.. Penat lah babe... Anyway, last nite was a hectic, chaos n hot nite for me.. no no no.. not the 'hot' nite.. lol. Sent my dear son to the clinic - yup, he's falling sick. Was already feverish when he get back home from school. 


Had to cook rendang ayam for my dearest eldest daughter for her to bring to school... started cooking at abt 9.30 n finally im done w everything at 11.30pm. By then I'm all shag n tired n really really in need to recharge my self batt.


For now, im done with all washing, cooking porridge fr my son, rendang chicken is already done warmed-up, gave son n abah their medications, cut all veggies fr veggie soup later. 


A great bfast to start off, I was hanging up clothes to dry outside at my yard, when i saw abt 5 stray dogs loitering around abt 3 houses away frm mine. Aft awhile, they started to walk away frm there n im already standing by with a few rocks in my hand to do some pebbles throwing..ha ha ha. Those dogs definitely have to pass by my house.. so there, im all ready n set... just need the right view  to seek my revenge.


As the dogs passed by, i threw each rocks abt the size of a ping pong ball. They ran n i managed to striked 1 on his head. HAH!!!... 10% revenge done. Another 90% more to go... Too many stray dogs lah until i've got 2 of my cats dead bcos of these bloody sickening nuisance dogs. These are not the 'pet' type u know.. (i seriously dun noe what are the types of dogs) but these are the one that people keep to protect their house and its very irritating when u see these dogs... My kids cant play outside, i can let out my cat to have his freedom once in awhile, it sucks...


Ouhh man...... i think i heard Qis's voice upstairs.. Got to go now... Will write again tomorrow lah ya.... or when time permits... Ciaooooo!!!

24th day of Syawal

Aku all set n done with houswork, moping, wash n hang clothes to dry, even tho it looks like its gonna be a cold day today.. Matahari lom nampak kuar pon nie.. mendung jer.


Cooking is halfway done. Rice is set into the rice cooker, bayam is already done soak in my bening. Next task will be frying of a bit of fish, chicken and tahu. After dat can sapedek already lah.


My breakfast today is just a cup of strawberry milk and my antibiotics.. hahahah.... I wonder if u have this feeling/thinking that when ur sick, u will be so dissipline to take ur antibiotics but when u get a little well, dat balance of antibiotics seems a hassle isnt it.. lol


Hub's in his morning shift again today. Later on right aft he comes home fr work, im heading to Jusco to get some stuffs for special cooking for the kids to bring to school tomorrow. There'll be a Perjumpaan Hari Raya at the kids school, of course for them lah. Not for me!! Hahahaha.A rendang chicken for P6 and fried chicken for P2. Leceh lah rite.. hahahahha... Seems that school nowadays are rather demanding, they are the ones who plan for us on wat to cook n bring to school fr such occasion.


Abah has already taken his bfast, medications and is taking his nap now. Later in the aftnoon will be serving the lunch for him. Dats the reason of my rush cooking. 


Qis currently is still sleeping - I hope. lol. Other 2 kids are in school. Now is for me to relax a little - watching "Jalan jalan cari saka @ Astro Prima." Once Qis is up later, Im back to the supermom. Hahahaha.


GTG now.. will update again soon....

23rd day of Syawal

Syawal is ending real soon... *sob sob*. That means lots of things/errands to be done.. getting a renewal letter from PPD Sepang for my eldest girl school admission to secondary 1 next yr, renewal of student passes for 2 kiddos and long term passes for me and Qis for another year. Adoii.. pening pening when nothing can be done earlier... 


Im all well now.. Knees are as good as new.. lol. Satu hari today aku fed-up betol ngan si budak kecik nie.. Nak masak pon susah.. End up, 1 tgn dokong dia, lagi 1 tgn menumis bawang yg nak aku buat kuah lodeh. Today menu lontong ngan sambal tumis telor tapi sambal tumis nyer lom sempat buat.


Aku baru jer selesai nie buat kuah lodeh tu.. Seksa kebatinan ku bila masak mcm nie.. takleh focus sbb sambil masak sambil dokong anak. Letak kat walker dia bising, letak kat rocker dia bising, letak kat hall floor pon dia bising. Padahal bukannyer dia tak nampak aku kat dlm dapor tu.. Haaiiizzz.. Qis qis.......


At abt 5.30pm, baru lah siap sambal tumis. 

21st day of Syawal

Ouchy ouchy ouchy!! ... Not sure y my both knees are feeling a little 'sengal' lah. Cud it be the cold weather?? Hmmm.. cud be cud be... Ouchyy ... :(


Life is a little rushing today. It rained earlier in the morning in fact frm yesterday.. so yesterday's clothes dat were hanged to dry didnt dry properly.. Only did washing fr lil Qis's clothes at first. The rest of the work & cooking was all done by 11.30am. Served lunch for my fil and then had my early lunch too. 


At abt 2.30pm, i finally see the sun. Do a quick run of washing clothes n then hanged them to dry.. trying to get the final bit of sun for a quick dry up. Now weather is back to gloomy again.. will check on the clothes if there are already dried later. Qis is getting really mischievious.. cant even get my butt away frm her.  


Anyway, today, i've cooked 'sop kaki n isi ayam with carrots n potatoes' & 'sotong goreng kunyit with kacang boncis'.. sedap wa ckp lu!!! hahahahha.... especially served with hot rice.. yummmmyyyy!!!!!


Hub's on morning shift today.. only today as this wk is his aftnoon shift. FIL is still on recovery momento. 


I've just skyped with my mom and my grandma is already discharged frm hospital today. She is currently at my mom's place. Same thing, she is on recovery momento too...


My dearest eldest daughter is on her hoorah hoorah mood.. UPSR is all over.. till then, waiting (tick tock tick tock) for the results in Nov. 


Will write again soon.. gotta go settle the rest of my 'job'.... Taa taaa...

16th day of Syawal

Alhamdulillah, today will be my last day of fasting in Syawal.. 6 days of fasting.. Amin.... (yeay yeay besok raya.. eheheh). Time zoomed fast isnt it.


Today is also the 2nd day of my eldest gurl UPSR. I hope she is able to do her Maths paper 1 today. Yesterday was Penulisan, Pemahaman and Maths paper 2. And Alhamdulillah, when asked, she said she can do it with calm. (Im still crossing my fingers). Tomorrow's exam papers will be her English paper 1 & 2, Science and her aptitude test. Oh Allah, pls do guide her. 


I totally forgot to buy food stuffs for hari raya dishes.. urgghh!! N im supposed to cook those dishes today.. Im so so so sorry hubby... (terpaksa lah gi carik lemang yer) LOL. 


Danish is on his holiday mood... no school fr him till end of week. U bet he is real happy n playing his cars noisily with his sound effects.. No homework for him, just play play play... 


Im done with my clothes washings ... waiting for lil Qis to be awake n settling her, and then think of wat to cook for today.. Think.. Think.. Think...


Weather is pretty hot today... i shud say lately. Boleh pengsan u know with this weather. I heard Singapore is in real haze there... Hopefully the skies will be clear when i get back to Singapore in late Oct. 


I'll paused for now n will write again later.. gonna go take a peak on Qistina... Ciaooo...!!

14th day of Syawal

Wow!! Goodness gracious..!!! Half of Syawal is almost gone. Tomorrow marks the beginning of maximum stress ...dub dub!! dub dub!! dub dub!!.. Oh my God!!! My heart is beating so fast n so extreme... Oh Allah!! Please help my eldest gurl to go thru her UPSR with calm, confidence and intelligence. Please help her to boost her memory and mind to answer every questions correctly and easily. Please grant her wishes , oh Allah.. Amin......


Not only is she on stress mode now... I am double stress... Already told her to have an early sleep so that she will be on fresh mode tomorrow. 


Anyway, let's stop fr a minute abt her... Today, life is as usual.. same routine... And alhamdulillah, I've managed to do my Syawal fast on my 4th day today - 2 more days to 'raya' again for me. hehehehe. Went to Jusco rite after hub came back from work. Break our fast there.. had nasik goreng kampung w tom yam soup and same for hub too. (SEHATI SEJIWA LAH KATAKAN... LOL). Bought some groceries at Jusco for a week supply. 


Ouchy rite now... im having my migraine... Urghh!! Hate it when it happens. Already popped my 'cafergot' n what i need rite now is my nice, beauty slumber. Im done with my prayers n will head for bed real soon.


Tomorrow insyaallah will be my 5th day of fasting in Syawal. 


Ohh my.. how can i get rid of this stressful feeling of the UPSR... how how how...??? Hub's seems so relax.. lol. I think this is the motherly feeling.. cud be huh..???!! 


Im off now.. getting ready for Qis's milk stuffs, Dian's exam preparations ..... Adios Amigos..........

10th day of Syawal

Good evening everyone... Been bz lately to update here... anyways, this is the 2nd day of me fasting in Syawal. Insyaallah, I can make it to 'sunat' fast 6 days of Syawal. Whole day was rather hectic with routine housework, over cranky Qis and hot weather. Fasting aft the month of Ramadhan was really a challenging one. Isnt the same as the usual fasting.. while others are happily eating their fav foods n drinks, Im trying to gain some merits 'pahala' for myself insyaallah. 
Just finished my break fast, had bee hoon grg tomato and stir fry cabbages w hot milo. Next task is to pray while Qis is currently asleep n finally..!! She's been really really cranky these days. My other 2 kids are out fr their weekly 'ngaji'. They shud be back by 9.30pm later.
Hub's at work..today's shift is 1pm-10pm and Im sure he is having a nice break fast as well at the office with a good 'makan-makan'. 
Well, I better go n pray while this cranky princess is still asleep.. or else, nothing can be done except sitting next to her n attending to her standing and sitting and crawling.... Will rite again when time permits.... Adios Amigos....

7th day of Syawal

Wow!! Time really flies like a bullet. Without realizing, its already a wk of syawal.. Isnt it fast? Anyway, life is back to the usual for me. Came back frm Singapore last saturday.. frm Singapore at abt 3pm n reached KL at abt 9pm. Traffic was smooth although slow. A little jammed in malaysia immigration side. Yesterday was a tiring for me.. Eversince the last day of ramadhan, body was all aching n tiring... cooked sambal goreng yesterday as hub will be having a small reception today at work. Loads of washing of dirty laundry yesterday.. Now, loads of dried cleaned clothes to fold.. urgghhh!!! Damn bloody tired...!!!


Dian will be having her last "Gerak Gempur exam" this week before she go thru her UPSR on the 13th-15th Sept. So for now, a pause to Hari Raya Celebrations but will resume again aft her exam.. lol.


Danish will only be having his exams in October. So a bit of a relaxation for him.. hahahah.. as always...


Qistina is really progressing herself.. she can sit on her own frm a crawling position... Everything is all checked for her... Just 1 more hurdle - walking hurdle. I wonder when will dat be or shud i say how soon will dat be... lol. She's really progressing like a bullet. One aft another.. Alhamdulillah... She's all done with her morning bath, her breakfast... and rite now sitting on her rocker playing n watching tv at the same time.. Soon there will be a siren frm her.. hahahaha... cos she isnt the type to simply sit down quietly.. unlike her sis n bro.


Hub is back at work aft a week leave.. a simple word to describe it LENGIT!! hahahaha.... Gonna go n attend to Qis fr awhile... will be back tho...